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Dec 10, 2005 14:52

i hate the word, and how overused it is...but it is so appropriate lately.
NOSTALGIC.

everything i do reminds me of something i've done already.
in the past week i think i have said the phrase "remember when.." more times than in my whole life combined.

last night i thought about a lot of stuff,and a lot of people.
why can't we ever say what we want to people that we love? not that i do it.
when people piss me off, my solution is to ignore them.
when people make me feel like shit, i don't TELL them about it.
i wish i didn't ignore people. and i wish i would tell people when i think they are being shitty.

cursive has been playing on my itunes so much lastnight/this morning. for some reason when the ugly organ came out i didn't like it, and one night i decided to listen to it (give it a second chance)when i took a bath and fell in love with it.

when i was sitting in front of the bonfire, when bri was playing bejeweled on her phone, i talked to this guy jeff. he juggled, and did magic. he's been so many places and done so many things, in a week he is just going to move to san fransisco. culinary school, and magic shows on the side. he is only 20. it made me want to travel SO bad. get on a plane and go somewhere. alone or with someone else, i don't think it matters.

more and more i find myself wanted to know strange peoples life stories. i think it's interesting.

everyday i promise myself i will get up early and get things done.
and everyday i sleep in LATE. i'm sick of wasting my day.

sarah, you don't need to feel shitty about yourself and you definitely shouldn't have pissed anyone off last night. we all have our moments like that and your loved ones should understand that. i'm glad you are better today and that you get to see good clean fun tonight.
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