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It's been forever since I posted in here!
My life has been a roller coaster lately. Falling for someone pretty hard and then completely loosing them all together. So goes the story of my life though, right? I keep hoping we will at least be friends...but life is far too complicated to give me something simple like that.
Also got a call from the gyno saying I need to go in and get checked for cervical cancer. I'm pretty freaked out, but I gotta do what I gotta do. And all I can do for now is hope for the best and keep my chin up. My hours at work also got cut in half which money wise sucks really bad for me, but having more time helped keep my sanity.
My friends have been amazing lately though. Had a fabulous party saturday night which helped me forget about the awful week I had. Molly has been amazing to me too. I couldn't ask for a better best friend.
My 21st birthday is in exactly one week and one day. :) I've been waiting for this birthday since I was 14 and saw all the LCA guys going into the bar and I couldn't go. It was so lame! But that won't be happening to me anymore.
Oh! And to this date I've lost a total of 34lbs. Although NONE of my clothes fit me anymore! I'm happy to be loosing weight, but hating the fact that I keep having to go buy new clothes. I'm hoping we will have a tag sale next month so I can get rid of a lot of my old clothes and just a bunch of crap in general that I have and don't want anymore.
this entry was pointless haha
My life has been a roller coaster lately. Falling for someone pretty hard and then completely loosing them all together. So goes the story of my life though, right? I keep hoping we will at least be friends...but life is far too complicated to give me something simple like that.
Also got a call from the gyno saying I need to go in and get checked for cervical cancer. I'm pretty freaked out, but I gotta do what I gotta do. And all I can do for now is hope for the best and keep my chin up. My hours at work also got cut in half which money wise sucks really bad for me, but having more time helped keep my sanity.
My friends have been amazing lately though. Had a fabulous party saturday night which helped me forget about the awful week I had. Molly has been amazing to me too. I couldn't ask for a better best friend.
My 21st birthday is in exactly one week and one day. :) I've been waiting for this birthday since I was 14 and saw all the LCA guys going into the bar and I couldn't go. It was so lame! But that won't be happening to me anymore.
Oh! And to this date I've lost a total of 34lbs. Although NONE of my clothes fit me anymore! I'm happy to be loosing weight, but hating the fact that I keep having to go buy new clothes. I'm hoping we will have a tag sale next month so I can get rid of a lot of my old clothes and just a bunch of crap in general that I have and don't want anymore.
this entry was pointless haha