rumors
alrighty than sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, my day has been rather interesting, right now i am tired but cannot sleep because of the energy drinks, expresso and soda that i drank during work. *sigh* im never gonnaget to sleep and i have to be at work in like 9 hours *whine* on a less pleasant note my brother has decided that he thinks im a whore and is going to proclaim it to everyone starting with my mother. Alright, never mind the fact that hes boneing a freakin illegal child every night in his own bed and thinks its perfectly fine to screw someone next to her if she says its fine, not to mention that hes drunk at every party he goes to , not to mention that he still hasnt finished school, not to mention that he has NO plans with his life whatsoever. but no I his 17 year old, still-a -virgin, graduating senior who plans on going to college and making my dreams come alive, the girl who is waiting despite temptation to have sex until marriage the girl can name on 1 hand the times shes allowed a boy to french kiss her, i i am a whore, me oh hell yes im desperate acording to him....yea....thats me lusting for the next dick i can jump onto....and him, hes an adult so he cant possibly be wrong. oh no hes "wise " now. hes a freakin idiot if you ask me. before i was so...so...hurt that he would say somehting like that, that after all the time we've spent together after how close we've been after i gave him everything i was and tried to be the ebst sister i could be. still he has the nerve to try and act superior to me, now im dont feel like cryign any longer, i feel like punching him onto his hypocritical backside. but whatever, if he wants to say such horrible things like that about me than screw him, if he doesnt think im good enough to be his sister than he sure as hell isnt good enough anymore for me. im so tired of the people you love being the ones that hurt you the most, wasnt it written somewhere along the line that that wasnt the way things should be?