feeling gross

[keepcrying4me]

sick for the second day. i feel gross. I probably just lost my job today because their idiots, my mom called in sick for me and they basically told her that if i didnt bring ina doctors note then i shouldnt bother coming in at all....yea right a doctors note for a bad head cold and nausea...thats gonan happen. but wtf, i dont really care. i dont like working there, but its a steady job and a steady flow of income into my rapidly depleating funds. i just cant take it there anymore the gossip is worse than school and the pay is less than mediocre. i havnt updated in a while. I miss alicia alot, shes been able to call me which is really nice but i still wish she was here so i could hug her or something. maybe its the drugs talking but i feel kinda i donno like adrift, like nothing is reall as important as it should be right now. i feel like i lost my place and im stumbling to catch up... i dont know lol its late and my head is fuzzy with pain meds. just wanted to say hello to all my friends out there and give you a germ-free kiss. lol
signing out,
autumn