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well within minutes after i woke up i was on the jetski with the wind in my hair and the sun on my face. now that's a good way to start your day. i love coming up here, just to get away from it all. during the day its awesome, its night time that i hate. i gotta tell ya too, i've been taking allergy medicine the past couple of days and it has been making me have the craaaaziest dreams. every time i close my eyes i have another crazy dream. i love rememering my dreams...they really reveal alot about you that i dont think u would ordinarily notice. but anyways i get to come home tomorrow. im looking forward to it. i miss my home. lately ive been thinking alot about what i want and ive tried to figure it out...idk all i really want is for someone to love me and appreciate the love i have for them, i want someone to be completely crazy over me. you know the stuff in the movies. i want to know that i make them happy. i want someone to let me love them. i want to be held and told that they love me because of who i am the of who they are when they're around me. idk what to expect out of people. i dont know whats fair and whats not fair in how much i should expect from people. idk...ok enough of that im done thinking for tonight.