Jul 19, 2006 23:38
well today is July 19. you never know what life is going to throw at you. almost 2 years since the accident, and it still feels like yesterday. instead of buying gifts, im buying flowers. i've been having problems trying to find my place lately. have you ever felt like you belonged somewhere, and yet you were totally lost at the same time. sounds weird, but that's how i've been feeling. how do u try to focus on what's best for yourself if you no longer know? they say these feelings are just a phase....how does a phase last 10 years? i dont know anymore, and maybe i never will...all i can do is wake up every morning and try...after all, that's all that matters......right?
Happy Birthday Cheryl Molnar....i've missed you terribly. its not the same here without you. i hope you have a HUGE cake up in heaven. I love you smelly! MUAH