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Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
So today was not a very good day. I stayed home from school and cleaned the WHOLE ENTIRE HOUSE!!! And then I go to call amber [around 3:30] to see if she wanted to hang out like we usually do on friday nites and she doesnt answer the phone. so i try back maybe 15 min later, and no one answers. so i try back again like 30 min later no one answers. so i call spencer and his lines busy. so i try ambers cell. no one. so i call spencer back, hes not home. so i call ambers cell. no one answers.so i go and try to talk to ERIK to see if he wants to do something and he ingores me. I mean he does it all the time and honestly it hurts my feelings. like he says he wants to be friends..but he never makes an effort to talk to me. i try talkin to him all the time and he says a few words and thats it.well.my day kinda sucked today.i mean it cant get any worse.so..yeah. im gonna go watch friends. it will make me feel better. okay. well. bye.
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