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Today was a good day. I have nothing to complain about. Everythings been so, confusing lately..my life is kinda going in a downward direction, im not happy anymore. I think a piece of my puzzle is missing. I used to walk around smiling all the time, and then iono what happened. It's funny how things change though. I was talkin to this guy at Wal*Mart, [he's a cashier] and he was talking about how stressful his life has been struggling between school and work, and so I invited him to church that nite, he didnt come. :( It kinda made me sad. I think I'm growing farther and farther away from God everyday. I'm so tramatized with material things that I dont really pay attention to what really matters. Like being happy. I guess I just have to trust that God will work everything out for me. Well, thats it for me, I think im done, today it rained, I think thats why I'm sad, rain always makes me sad/tired.lol.
Broken this fragile thing now.And I can't pick up the pieces.And I've thrown my words all around.But I can't give you a reason.I feel so broken up.And I give up.I just want to tell you so you know.Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you.I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do.You are my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down.And I can't hold on for too long.Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't get up when you're gone..
**Please, somebody be different, break away and be unlike anyone else.surprise me, sweep me off my feet, splash in rain puddles with me, tell me the truth, give me running big huge bear hugs.