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So things have been really wierd lately. Everything changed so quickly i just dont know where my past went, and where my future is heading. In no ways am I complaining about how things are right now. Everything is actually going really good. Homecoming was a blast I had so much fun.. I did lie to some people though, and please understand that I am terribly sorry, i just didnt want to hurt you. But in the long run i guess i hurt you more than what i would have if i would have just told you the truth in the first place. :::note to self: always tell the truth:::: School has been going pretty good to, besides the fact I have been terribly tired. But I think I can deal with it.
I am relizing that this entry doesnt really have a purpose.
Thinking about life, and about growing up I decided that i never want to. Before I wanted to grow up so bad, but things just keep getting harder and more complicated. Does everyone remember when we were little and we would have sleep overs, with just a bunch of girls, and tell girly stories. I miss those so much! I mean I love our dances and parties now, but sometimes i just wish things could be the way they use to be.
I was wrong about a lot of people this year. Ya people have grown up from last year. But I dont think that is what makes things differnt. I think it is the fact that I am finally letting go of the things that have hurt me in the past. I am sick of thinking negitivley about everything. I mean life is hard, and i know that it is harder for some people than others. But In Truth, we have more of an effect on our lives than the things around us or the things that happen to us.
I thank God everday for what he has given me, and I will be the first to admit that i wish i had more, and that i am not content all the time. But I really am thankful for everything and everyone. And Rachel, that text-message made my day. And thank you for missing all of 6th hour with me. :)
I am relizing that this entry doesnt really have a purpose.
Thinking about life, and about growing up I decided that i never want to. Before I wanted to grow up so bad, but things just keep getting harder and more complicated. Does everyone remember when we were little and we would have sleep overs, with just a bunch of girls, and tell girly stories. I miss those so much! I mean I love our dances and parties now, but sometimes i just wish things could be the way they use to be.
I was wrong about a lot of people this year. Ya people have grown up from last year. But I dont think that is what makes things differnt. I think it is the fact that I am finally letting go of the things that have hurt me in the past. I am sick of thinking negitivley about everything. I mean life is hard, and i know that it is harder for some people than others. But In Truth, we have more of an effect on our lives than the things around us or the things that happen to us.
I thank God everday for what he has given me, and I will be the first to admit that i wish i had more, and that i am not content all the time. But I really am thankful for everything and everyone. And Rachel, that text-message made my day. And thank you for missing all of 6th hour with me. :)