eh...
Finally updating. I'm grounded so it's hard to get on my computer and stay on long enough to finish an entry. Sorry Jessica, Sorry. Lol.
I was flipping through my TV a couple minutes ago and there was a beautiful girl on, it was some mtv show. It's aout people getting plastic surgery to look like other people. Kind of weird, but I kept watching and there's another one on now. Oh man. It's a guy named Jessica getting plastic surgery to look like Jenifer Lopez....It's pretty interesting. Kinda funny. SO yeah anyways...
Me and him are still broken up. yay. And ha, I found out like the last week we were together he had had sex with some girl, not sure who she is though. That does kind of, not necessarily hurt, but bother. When i found out I threw up a whole bunch of times, I don't know why. I didn't cry or depress or anything I just felt so sick. Confusing. It's okay. Sometimes it feels like a layer of my insides, not necessarily my heart, but something in me is being torn away every day I'm not with him. Just like a feeling of loss or lack of something. But every night I talk to my best friend Andy and he completes me. I love him to death. We understand everything about eachother, like how and why we react to things the way we do, family shet, just everything.
SO now I'm just living, getting over him, and my friends relationships are getting so amazing.
So i love you all.
<3