With All The Pretty Things She Said
Ooh, My "Friend's" list is building lol. I think I'm a little addicted to LiveJournal now. But really, what else am I going to do when I'm grounded over Spring Break?
Whoo-hoo. I'm Single. [sigh]. Kind of weird. Like I feel, I dunno, like not better, just, a little happier and energetic than I have in a long time. Not saying he depressed me, or weighed me down in any way. I don't know what I feel like this... Hm...Oh well, IM SINGLE~!!~ lol Just kidding, it's not that exciting. But I guess it feels kind of good. I think we were together too long for eacother. That probably didn't make much sense; I meant like you can be with someone for ever and have it be great and beautiful. But that's IF you and that person can, want and should be together that long. Me and my boyfriend are meant to find that true amazing love everybody talks about, just not through eachother. So I guess breaking up isn't really a loss, it's a step closer to finding the person you're going to be with forever and take your mind away from anybody before them that you've been with. I dunno, maybe I'm wrong. But it's kool because I'm okay with all this.
School in 5 days. Thank God. Sorry for all you kool people who are enjoying their break [ lol] but mine sucks. I have a whole bunch of makeup work to do too. ::Anybody good at Spanish, help me<3::
Last night I was talking to my mom moving to my aunt's. Yeah, that's not going to happen. My aunt lives in Missouri and there's no way I'm leaving all my friends and shet I've already started and set up here. This is kind of off subject but I was talking to my cousin, Aunt's daughter also lives in Missouri, and in Missouri they don't know what "emo" or "hardcore" or "Indie" is, they have no idea. They thought Emo and Indie was food actually. So yeah anyways, and I told them and sent my cousin a download of ETID and Alexisonfire. She was totally tripped out. The "punkers" at her highschool are like good charolette & simple plan fanatics. I dunno, I couldnt live out there. That was just one more reason. Then my mom suggested I go to Garr. Garr is an all girls , fully lesbian rich spoiled tweekers, all girls school. Yeah....no. So for now I'm staying at home...Damnit lol.
Well I just woke up and hopped on the computer so I'm gonna go take a shower and be back later. <3. Laun.