MY CONFESSION..........
ok so since the summer is just about over, i have decided to start a new..... outlook on life, if thats what u wanna call it. i never wanted to be the girl who fell in love, never once did a guy hurt my feelings or break my heart, and NEVER did i cry over him or try to fix things b4 i just gave up on the relationship. i never really cared about there feelings or what he wanted because that would mean i would have to fall for him, and that would mean i would have to get hurt. well i blew it but i think it all turned out for the better.
- i let a guy hurt my feelings, and break my heart
- i cried, A LOT
- but i didnt give up
so i am happy that i finallly let go and just did it, it feels great even tho its one of the most stressful things ive gone through, and i have messed up again but i think i kno how to fix it. instead of wondering when me and him r gnna break up, or when im gnna see him again, or what girl he's talkin to today....ive have decided not to care. not like i used to not care. just not care and worry over sumthin i cant control. im not gnna worry and cry over somethin that i have no power over. if i get hurt i get hurt. its all part of growin up.....like my best friend told me, its better to have love lost then not love at all..........and yes elissa i can finally say it is.