Oct 27, 2005 19:23
I think my sister put it perfectly.
i dont really know what to think of this. we used to be pretty tight when we were younger but then he moved to north carolina and we just stopped talking. i have lots of good memories of him and i hope he is happy in the afterlife if there even is one. i wish i could have gotten to know him better these past few years. all i really know about him was that he like video games, sports(esp baseball), and that he was always really quiet but would randomly pop out with really funny jokes. i dont even know what type of music he liked.
what pushes people over that edge? i have considered suicide and im pretty sure everyone has at one ponit in their life but what happened today that was so terrible that the better option was to die?
My "cousin" or god-brother shot himself this morning. Im headed home and then to asheville for funerals and such. this is a terrible day.