drink
drink to the point where you can dance and let the movement of your body becomes a lucid motion looking alot like the swaying of tree branches in the wind. let your movements show the beauty of a blustery day. drink to the point where you can joyfully kiss and be kissed, enough so those you've kissed before are far from you mind. when your lips meet just enjoy those that are playing oposite your in a wonderous show performed by the likes of you. drink to the point where it doesn't bother you that you are being touched in uninnocent ways and you can laugh off the advances that are made on you, enough so that you forget what its like to feel the hand that cares about whats under the skin, not what they can get from it. drink to the point where you don't remember the names that haunt the past and threaten to doom the future. the only thing that matters is the here and now. drink till you are just carried away from yourself and be that person or that girl, the carzy one dancing to no music and kissing anyone who chances your path. drink till the pain is forgotten and the love of your best friend is all that you seem to need. let the alcohol pulse through your blood and revel in its warmth and comfort. maybe thats all you have every really needed and why shouldn't it be. alcohol gives you everything you search for without the involvement and it still makes you sick the morning after when you think back on the night before. if you have it in you for long enough and are then without it, you still shake and hurt and miss it to the depths of your soul, but then again after time, you more past it. the best relationships i have had in my life have been with Captian, Jim, and Mr. Budlight, why fix what isn't broken? so drink till you dance and drink till you love and drink till you understand that drinking is all you really need.