i'm alot of things
i have always fancied myself to be a writer. putting into words all the things that i have seen in my life, the emotions that i have felt and the things i long to know. i like to add a dramatic flare to what is there and what we all seem to wish into being. i like to look at the world through a light that makes it tolerable and for this i am seen as a sad, sad girl. this is my voice for the things that i don't want to say. to write it all out makes it seem a bit less than it really is. written words get the pain all out and if that makes me sad than i guess its just because no one takes the time to see the face behind the pain. the sad, sad girl that pures it all out in writing leaves it here, where it is put on display for those to see. its a story that i know how to say without having been told it once before; its an original. because it is mine. i am alot of things: i am funny, smart, short, fat, loud, quiet, happy, a best friend, a sister, a daughter, a lover, a player, a drinker, a puker, a reader, a write, silly, serious, and the list goes on and on. there are lots of parts to me, but my writing, well my writing is laced with the pain that is everyday life, the pain that too many people hold on to for too long. i let it all fly out of me and away from me, making the the face behind the pain possible to see. so you will see the rage and the pain and the tears in my writing, but you will never see it on my face. you should be happy that i let you in through writing, because thats normally as close as i'll let everyone get. so let me write my words and spin my tales and let me take you on a walk through the inside of me, because i am alot of things.