Life is good.

May 10, 2009 12:43

Really good for me right now. I guess it's to make up at how shitty the start of this year was for me. But yeah...really good. Things feel more balanced than the ever had, mostly due to addressing the thyroid issue, but it's not a really high euphoria feeling. Which is GOOD. I'm hopeful again, I'm looking forward to continued work with MTAC and GMX. I've got great friends and a family who even though we have our issues, always pulls through.

As for relationships...I'm at a point in my life where I can take it or leave it. Having someone to spend my life with would be nice, but I'm not looking for it or counting on it. If it happens..yay...if not, well I'm still doing my thing and having a great time. I'm no longer looking for the pieces to fall into place.

I am who I am. You're not gonna get much more out of me or change me.

Speaking of great friends...yesterday was wonderful. Had spent the night with Tory and Natalie, then met up with some peeps for hot dogs and beer at the Dog of Nashville. It was so great hanging out on their patio chatting with friends, laughing, and teasing each other over whether or not we were "hipsters." (I'll never be a hipster, apparently my Blue Man Group and other dorky shirts discredit me. Oh and I don't wear oversized scarves with fringe.)

Afterwords, we walked down to the Belcourt and saw Tokyo!. I really liked the first and last segments, but the middle segment was too much! I know it's theme was anarchy, it had some funny moments and we loved joking about how Merde was the long lost room mate of Old Gregg (and possibly responsible for the downstairs mix-up), but it was as if they were doing random odd acts just for the sake of being odd. Just not my thing in a movie. I'm not the type that likes to feel uncomfortable, grossed out, etc in a movie. I want to connect with the characters, I want to be hopeful for them, I want progression, change, etc....which the other two segments contained.

So yeah...life is good. Haven't felt this way in forever...but it feels constant and not fleeting.

Have a Happy Mum's day everyone.
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