Stress can mean so many things...
Today was a good day. I got to drive around dropping off posters for the Lonesome Sisters concert series. Then I got to hang out with some VISTA's like myself and play with kids.
Tonight there is an hour long "House" followed by another hour long "house" and I have sweet potato pecan pie!
So why am I in such a bummer mood? Well, where do i start. My family is having some inner-communication issues to say the least. I am attempting to set up some healthy boundries. Also I am trying to forgive people in my life who have wronged me or wrongly judged me. The last was based on the revelation that if I want to be forgiven for my wrong-doings I have to pay it forward.
However in addition to that I will not go out of my way to prove myself to anyone again either. Those who truly know me know what I am capable or not capable of doing or feeling. Therefore if another person decides they don't have to change their behavior but wishes me to change mine, they MIGHT hit a wall labeled "Healthy Boundries"
Tonight there is an hour long "House" followed by another hour long "house" and I have sweet potato pecan pie!
So why am I in such a bummer mood? Well, where do i start. My family is having some inner-communication issues to say the least. I am attempting to set up some healthy boundries. Also I am trying to forgive people in my life who have wronged me or wrongly judged me. The last was based on the revelation that if I want to be forgiven for my wrong-doings I have to pay it forward.
However in addition to that I will not go out of my way to prove myself to anyone again either. Those who truly know me know what I am capable or not capable of doing or feeling. Therefore if another person decides they don't have to change their behavior but wishes me to change mine, they MIGHT hit a wall labeled "Healthy Boundries"