Jul 10, 2003 09:26
Tuesday night was hellish. C and I were looking for something to do... while M--with permission--chilled with another girl. C and I end up meeting up with the Jr. boys, leaving our car behind, and swimming at some gorgeous remodeled farm house. It would have been fabulous, had it been our own friends. But these guys weren't cutting it... so C and I tried desperately to escape. I'm sure we looked like complete bitches... I hate coming across that way, but I wanted out and there's no need to impress any of them. Oh well. K ended up picking us up and dropping us off at C's car.
My friends have been unusually fun and dependable lately. I guess everyone's beginning to realize that these are our last weeks before we go off in different directions. [re-reading that is sad/scary]
Wednesday was our company picnic. It rained and people were miserable. 12 middle-aged men were playing an intense game of volleyball... so, of course I joined them. I had the time of my life... it was pouring on us, I could suck the water out of my hoodie.. but it didn't stop these guys. They were so determined.. as if reliving some high school rivalry.
Wednesday night... the girls and I decided to dress up and dine out. K, C, C, L and I decided on Papa Razzi, where I spent too much money. Terrible habit that I need to stop. Afterwards, no one was up for much. I gave the girls the liquor I had and headed over to M's house.
"Keena, I want to be with you. Nothing compares..." I love him. We need those moments, when its just us... talking, silence, listening. Its beyond words. I stayed there until midnight.. found out the girls were chilling at P's and went to join them.
I need more sleep.. I'm truly exhausted. I promise myself I'll get it tonight.