Cerclage Day
So I went and had my cerclage done today. It has been a clusterfuck of a day. David was supposed to take me and stay with me all day. I had to be at the hospital earlier than he could get me there so I drove myself. He was to get a ride and meet me there about an hour after I got there. Well he's sick. Really sick actually and decided to sleep some before he came. Then he slept the whole time he was there. Which wasn't a huge deal because I was unable to see him anyway.
I got to the hospital at 6 and was in the OR by 9. They had a horrible time getting the IV in and tried 4 different (and painful) places. Then I got my spinal and they stitched me up. I spent over 5 hours in the recovery room which was awful. Loud, not private, no food/water, no entertainment, no contacts or glasses, nothing. I finally got put in a regular room and saw David. All I wanted him to do was go down to the cafeteria and get me food because I was starving. Of course he couldn't do it. He curled up in the chair in my room and went to sleep. An hour and a half later we left. I had my mom come pick us up and left my car at the hospital because he was in no shape to drive home and I obviously wasn't able to.
I am just so annoyed. I mean, I know he is really sick and it's not like he is doing it intentionally but for fuck's sake. I needed him today and I couldn't count on him for anything. We got home and he went right to bed. I think we have probably spoken less than 10 total sentances between the 2 of us. I am so annoyed with him and he was not awake long enough to say anything. We got home and my Dad brought Mya home and David was already in bed. I had to get her fed, cleaned up, etc., on my own. He knows that I am not supposed to be doing anything today and tomorrow. He hasn't done one F'n thing for me all day and I'm so frustrated. I really hope that he feels better tomorrow because my house is messy and he needs to clean it up before the cable guy gets here.
Now I just want cake. But I don't feel like going and getting any and of course, I have no one to get me any. Waaaaa.
I got to the hospital at 6 and was in the OR by 9. They had a horrible time getting the IV in and tried 4 different (and painful) places. Then I got my spinal and they stitched me up. I spent over 5 hours in the recovery room which was awful. Loud, not private, no food/water, no entertainment, no contacts or glasses, nothing. I finally got put in a regular room and saw David. All I wanted him to do was go down to the cafeteria and get me food because I was starving. Of course he couldn't do it. He curled up in the chair in my room and went to sleep. An hour and a half later we left. I had my mom come pick us up and left my car at the hospital because he was in no shape to drive home and I obviously wasn't able to.
I am just so annoyed. I mean, I know he is really sick and it's not like he is doing it intentionally but for fuck's sake. I needed him today and I couldn't count on him for anything. We got home and he went right to bed. I think we have probably spoken less than 10 total sentances between the 2 of us. I am so annoyed with him and he was not awake long enough to say anything. We got home and my Dad brought Mya home and David was already in bed. I had to get her fed, cleaned up, etc., on my own. He knows that I am not supposed to be doing anything today and tomorrow. He hasn't done one F'n thing for me all day and I'm so frustrated. I really hope that he feels better tomorrow because my house is messy and he needs to clean it up before the cable guy gets here.
Now I just want cake. But I don't feel like going and getting any and of course, I have no one to get me any. Waaaaa.