Feb 01, 2010 11:10
Nothing has happened yet today, other than my waking up. I worked out again with the Wii Fit Plus stuff. Apparently I've worked out a total of 10 hours and some odd minutes... when you get to "10 hours" you get a bronze pig that keeps track of how many calories you've burned in a day, how much time you've been working out in a day and how many total hours you've done since you started. It was a boring regular pig... now he's bronze.
I'm not sure why a pig is keeping track of my fat LOSS. But, regardless...
I've decided to stop bitching. I know I do it so often, but I've decided I have to push past it. Desperately have to push past it. This moping is stupid. There's no point. It's been about seven or so months since I've even had reason to hate myself for stupid things that I started when I was twelve.
So what am I whining about?
Nothing.
So why should his "I... don't want you to remember I exist" message matter? It's not as if we'd been talking for seven months anyway. We'd already sort of ceased to be friendly to one another.
No point in having any emotion toward this at all.
So as of now, I'll do as he requests. This will be the last time I talk about him. The last time I think about him and hate myself for it. At the risk of sounding like something out of Twilight, I'll say it anyway: "It'll be as though he never existed."
Okay, ew. We'll all pretend those words were never uttered.
I have a math test tonight on Chapter 1 in my Algebra book. This? Is not good, considering I missed the first ten minutes of class last time and haven't even though about Algebra since the last class. We'll see how much I remember from then and 9th grade, then.
My back feels like it's breaking because I did 2000 steps today with the Wii Fit Free Step program. I had to read while I did it, so it was almost like lifting weights while I stepped. Which was a hardship, but I need to push through the pains. How else will I stay "slim?" Which I'm not even... but I'm not fat at least.
I've pretty much burned off the pound and a half I gained from this past weekend of pigging out. So that's good news.
I've had a Backstreet Boys song stuck in my head all day. Not an old one either. One of their newer ones, "Straight Through My Heart."
I don't know why, really, other than I heard it two or three times over the weekend. It's not a bad song, but it's cheesy like most boy band songs are. And the video? Is ridiculous.
I won't have much to write about until later tonight, really. Nothing's been going on, besides my talking to random strangers on omegle.com.
I almost swore I got my friend, Maria, the other night. The person played along with the Chris Hansen routine, and was almost just like her. Strange.
Anyway, I'll leave you with two Shuffle Zune/iPod poems. Enjoy:
Shuffle Poem 1:
I Must be Brave
By K.D. and her Zune, Pooty
A long and lasting love
Today is gonna be the day
Ooh Rock me Amadeus
Hey girl, whatcha doin' down there?
Ground control to major Tom
This has been said so many times that I'm not sure if it matters
Welcome monsieur, sit yourself down
I dig my toes into the sand
Hanging 'round downtown by myself
I have a smile stretched from ear to ear
Baby, baby, it looks like it's gonna hail
Feed my Frankenstein
I am breathless, need I say?
I don't know you, but I want you
Nothing's gonna harm you
The sex has made me stupid
Shuffle Poem 2:
Let's Get Down to Business
By K.D. and her Zune, Pooty
Where did our daughter go?
You're so hot, teasin' me
Ooh, how 'bout a round of applause
I guess it would be nice if I could touch your body
Hey Jude
If I could I would do all of this again
Carry on now wayward son
Your love is liftin' me higher
Wait what's your rush, what's your hurry?
Let's drop
Well I know you can't work in fast food all your life
Didn't I tell you not to go out, didn't I?
I work down at the pizza pit
Mama please stop cryin'
There is no future
Just take those old records off the shelf
Alright. Have a chuckle and come back later for more words that are meaningless :/
-KD-
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