baby #2
So in about 7 weeks I'll be delivering baby #2. I'm very nervous about this one. Probably because I know I'm having a c-section and probably because I don't feel prepared. I hate that feeling. I want to feel in control, but it seems like I'm not in control of anything in my life anymore. Maybe control is just a selfish thing. Or maybe I'm just equating control with being selfish. I don't know. But it sure seems like I was happier when I was "in control".