Had dance again ... Cut myself by accident , went t tpy , wanted t get something , but forget th drawing ... so shall go tmrw again ... Its raining today , just like my mood ...
I've been realising many things ,
Tht , Mayb , Perhaps , she's been saying many many things infront of you .
I dunknw why , but , dance is a hobby which i adore , plus , i love it whn people see me dance , thre's a performance this saturday , 14th / 11 , hope you'll come though ... Spending time on dance , doesn't means tht its more important thn you ... Mayb hm can pon dance whnever she likes , can have zero interest in it and acts as though she has full passion and wishes t achieve good results in th end , but , i can't bring myself t pon dance , can't bring myself t ACT as though i've full passion and wishes t achieve good results in th end , Yes , i knw , i keep making you upset more thn me telling you i love you ... but , i din meant t ... if i dun think you're important , i'd alrdy ignored your feelings long ago , but i din , i love spending th times w you , plus , seeing you laugh ... but , not seeing you sad . :(
i strive f perfection , i strive everything f myself , t prove t everyone tht i have wht it takes t go through everything ,
morning till now , i've never smiled , nor laugh . Today's weather is just like my feeling ...
i just feel like hugging you