Right from the start, it was all my fault. Perhaps i do deserve everything that has happened.
I'M SUPER SAD NOW AND I'M SUPER SCARED .
I'M GETTING MORE AND MORE PARANOID AND HAVING SUPER BAD MOOD SWINGS , I WANT TELL JOEL MANY MANY THINGS , BUT JUST DONT HAVE THE CHANCE PLUS I'M AFRAID T SPEAK UP , I WANT THINGS T TURN BETTER , NOT WORSER , AND I SEEM T MAKE THINGS TURN WORSER , I HATE MOOD SWINGS , I HATE CRYING ON TH WAY HOME .
I WANT JOEL NOW ...
I HOPE NOTHING BAD HAPPENS , I HATE THINKING SO MUCH , I'M SCARED .... :(
I'M TOO PARANOID ... I KEEP CRYING FOR DUNKNW WHT REASONS , ONE WEEK NOT SEEING JOEL AND I'M FEELING THT HE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT ME ANYMORE . :( MAYB BECAUSE I USED T MAKE YOU FEEL THT YOU'RE NOT IMPORTANT , THT'S WHY I'M HAVING MY RETRIBUTION NOW ? :'( I KNW HOW YOU FEEL NOW , SORRY . I WANT THINGS T TURN BETTER . :'(
I'M GETTING MORE AND MORE PARANOID AND HAVING SUPER BAD MOOD SWINGS , I WANT TELL JOEL MANY MANY THINGS , BUT JUST DONT HAVE THE CHANCE PLUS I'M AFRAID T SPEAK UP , I WANT THINGS T TURN BETTER , NOT WORSER , AND I SEEM T MAKE THINGS TURN WORSER , I HATE MOOD SWINGS , I HATE CRYING ON TH WAY HOME .
I WANT JOEL NOW ...
I HOPE NOTHING BAD HAPPENS , I HATE THINKING SO MUCH , I'M SCARED .... :(
I'M TOO PARANOID ... I KEEP CRYING FOR DUNKNW WHT REASONS , ONE WEEK NOT SEEING JOEL AND I'M FEELING THT HE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT ME ANYMORE . :( MAYB BECAUSE I USED T MAKE YOU FEEL THT YOU'RE NOT IMPORTANT , THT'S WHY I'M HAVING MY RETRIBUTION NOW ? :'( I KNW HOW YOU FEEL NOW , SORRY . I WANT THINGS T TURN BETTER . :'(