Feb 18, 2004 13:31
I'm in such a good mood today...but last night I was really depressed. Mabye I'm hitting menopause sumthin'. Anyhoo, It feels like my whole life has become one big rush nowadays. I never have time to sit and relax anymore. It seems like everyone has somewhere to go, or someone to bang or something to get done, nobody just sits and enjoys anyone else's company. I remember days when I would be bored out of my mind b/c time was just standing still--now I pray for stuff like that. It's already half-way through Feb. and It feels like I just put down my glass of milk from the New Year's Countdown. I never have the time to just talk with people, or to lay in the sun, or write a bloody letter to people I don't see very often. I think the whole world needs to give us a little more time to act like chillins'. We've got stupid teachers(cough cough Mrs. Compton) assigning us friggin' books over holidays, parents telling us to get jobs and bosses yelling all the time at those jobs...jeezz---I g2g eat...l8r.