Do not read this if you don't want to read about crew.
[crew-speak]
Thus ends my second most hellish week of crew ever.
Mark decided to put buckets in both boats on Wednesday, so ever since Wednesday I've been washing out like it is expected of me. Coach told me it looked like I "forgot how to row."
Now I'm on second boat.
Monday I'm rowing with JV. I'm really happy to maybe get away from all the tension and enjoy myself. First is always intensely varsity all the way, and third is "isolationist" and just wants to have fun, so it seems like second is the disjointed grey area and I hate it. I feel kind of alienated and useless on second, more so than I do on first. I would much rather party it up with third.
[/crew-speak]
Yesterday I was sort of snubbed by the crew kids because I react badly to failure. So I was extra-happy to play poker at Teddy's. Really the most fun I've had in a long long time.
Thus ends my second most hellish week of crew ever.
Mark decided to put buckets in both boats on Wednesday, so ever since Wednesday I've been washing out like it is expected of me. Coach told me it looked like I "forgot how to row."
Now I'm on second boat.
Monday I'm rowing with JV. I'm really happy to maybe get away from all the tension and enjoy myself. First is always intensely varsity all the way, and third is "isolationist" and just wants to have fun, so it seems like second is the disjointed grey area and I hate it. I feel kind of alienated and useless on second, more so than I do on first. I would much rather party it up with third.
[/crew-speak]
Yesterday I was sort of snubbed by the crew kids because I react badly to failure. So I was extra-happy to play poker at Teddy's. Really the most fun I've had in a long long time.