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i just dont know what to think anymore. i dont know what to do. i hate this. i wish people wouldnt change for other people, like i know its good and everything sometimes. but i just wish it wouldnt happen. because they turn out to be a totally different person then who they really are and it pisses me off so bad. like when you totally hate something, then someone comes along who loves it, and you end up loving it cuz they do. ah! im so mad right now! i mean that can be good for you and that one person, but i know it pisses everyone else off. i cant really even stand to be around this person anymore because theyre not themself anymore. i like how they used to be. i miss it. i had the best friendship with this person and now they will barely even talk to me. but whatever i know he wont change back just for me. i just wish it was like it was before.