you don't see all the tears that I cry in the dark . . .
so life has been outrageous lately.
graduation was madness. my cousin surprised me by flying in from Florida. so many people at the party [from what I heard the parentals got out of control] wish I coulda stayed
grad night, eh.
thenn birthday ! eighteen finally.
best birthday ever. went to wild rivers haha then las barcas+the best presents I have ever gotten thenn cake&ice cream+trampoline.
missed my baby though, but we had the best tuesday I have ever had in my life, so it's okay.
seriously, though, if I saw you on Monday, thank you for making eighteen a memorable one.
&this weekend was Palm Springs! no parentals, so glorious. rafts+pool+cheesecake factory for my birthday. wonderrrrful. love you sluts !! haha <33
this week is going to be really sad. 6 weeks. such a long time.
why does this always happen?! why do I always hang up and start crying and never tell them? WHY. why do they always push me away when I start to get emotionally attached? I'm done. all I want is for him to want me. is that really too much to ask?
...apparently.
graduation was madness. my cousin surprised me by flying in from Florida. so many people at the party [from what I heard the parentals got out of control] wish I coulda stayed
grad night, eh.
thenn birthday ! eighteen finally.
best birthday ever. went to wild rivers haha then las barcas+the best presents I have ever gotten thenn cake&ice cream+trampoline.
missed my baby though, but we had the best tuesday I have ever had in my life, so it's okay.
seriously, though, if I saw you on Monday, thank you for making eighteen a memorable one.
&this weekend was Palm Springs! no parentals, so glorious. rafts+pool+cheesecake factory for my birthday. wonderrrrful. love you sluts !! haha <33
this week is going to be really sad. 6 weeks. such a long time.
why does this always happen?! why do I always hang up and start crying and never tell them? WHY. why do they always push me away when I start to get emotionally attached? I'm done. all I want is for him to want me. is that really too much to ask?
...apparently.