a sad sad day
Today is not a very happy day unfortunately...today I:
-had to do the preps for the ceremony for my grandfather's one month death anniversary (yeah I don't know how to explain it well but it has been one month since his death and there's not exactly a celebration but a mass and after that a lunch for the family) so as I said not happy at all ='(
-and I officially gave up on the idea of going to this year's Arashi concert in Nagoya. I spoke to my family who lives there and kinda decided that since this is the first year without my grandfather I should be with my grandma on the holidays and not in Nagoya...but going to this show was one of the few things in life that I really wanted, like if my situation was different I would definitely go to another country on a simple impulse of wanting it (worrying about money? that's for week people! hahahahah yeah sure, of course I'm not rich enough to think like this)...but anyways this year is another no go *tension down*
I made icons from the Monster official pics...I'll post them here later
So I'll leave with all my sadness...I feel so emo right now *not amused*
-had to do the preps for the ceremony for my grandfather's one month death anniversary (yeah I don't know how to explain it well but it has been one month since his death and there's not exactly a celebration but a mass and after that a lunch for the family) so as I said not happy at all ='(
-and I officially gave up on the idea of going to this year's Arashi concert in Nagoya. I spoke to my family who lives there and kinda decided that since this is the first year without my grandfather I should be with my grandma on the holidays and not in Nagoya...but going to this show was one of the few things in life that I really wanted, like if my situation was different I would definitely go to another country on a simple impulse of wanting it (worrying about money? that's for week people! hahahahah yeah sure, of course I'm not rich enough to think like this)...but anyways this year is another no go *tension down*
I made icons from the Monster official pics...I'll post them here later
So I'll leave with all my sadness...I feel so emo right now *not amused*