GAH
It's official... I have already started freaking out about graduation. I don't want to think about it, talk about it, or even listen to others talk about it.
Don't get me wrong... I definitely ready to be done with school work. God knows I've done enough. I just don't want to leave the rest of college life behind... because part of me knows that things will never be the same again. And now, every time I manage the free time to actually have fun and hang out with my friends for a while, it's a bittersweet thing, and each time I can't help but think that we won't all be together next year. I mean, I've basically lived with the same people for 4 years, and now I'm supposed to just up and leave them?
I doubt that these people realize how important they all are to me. No lie, there's been more days than I can count that I know I would not have gotten through without them around. I'm not one to get all emotional (anyone who knows anything about me would probably know that one), and I can't say that I'm good at verbalizing that kind of thing, but my friends mean the world to me, and I'm not looking forward to us all being separated.
So basically... please don't talk to me about graduation or the end of the year.
Don't get me wrong... I definitely ready to be done with school work. God knows I've done enough. I just don't want to leave the rest of college life behind... because part of me knows that things will never be the same again. And now, every time I manage the free time to actually have fun and hang out with my friends for a while, it's a bittersweet thing, and each time I can't help but think that we won't all be together next year. I mean, I've basically lived with the same people for 4 years, and now I'm supposed to just up and leave them?
I doubt that these people realize how important they all are to me. No lie, there's been more days than I can count that I know I would not have gotten through without them around. I'm not one to get all emotional (anyone who knows anything about me would probably know that one), and I can't say that I'm good at verbalizing that kind of thing, but my friends mean the world to me, and I'm not looking forward to us all being separated.
So basically... please don't talk to me about graduation or the end of the year.