13 Blues For Thirteen Moons
well...fuck
i really wish i could get away from here. i look at some of my friends and kind of get jealous of their college careers. being able to go intern across the country, living on your own, and working at a job that you enjoy. i sometimes wish that i would have been able to go to a nice school somewhere and have a good college experience... i chose to stay here in dayton, ohio so i could play music with some friends, when i could have moved to colorado and already have had a job lined up for me. i would move to colorado in a heartbeat if i had the chance again. music really stresses me out.
it seems like everywhere i try to get a job they don't want me for some reason or they hire someone else. its really depressing. i hate the fact that i do not have a job. i don't know where to work.
right now i have a fucking headache and i need to finish an english paper that is due tomorrow. not to mention the fact that i also have a sociology test tomorrow. jan 23rd 2008 is going to suck
i would be so happy if it were to snow this week, enough to go snowboarding somewhere. snowboarding for all i know is the only thing that makes me happy.. which is a joke considering i live here
i really wish i could get away from here. i look at some of my friends and kind of get jealous of their college careers. being able to go intern across the country, living on your own, and working at a job that you enjoy. i sometimes wish that i would have been able to go to a nice school somewhere and have a good college experience... i chose to stay here in dayton, ohio so i could play music with some friends, when i could have moved to colorado and already have had a job lined up for me. i would move to colorado in a heartbeat if i had the chance again. music really stresses me out.
it seems like everywhere i try to get a job they don't want me for some reason or they hire someone else. its really depressing. i hate the fact that i do not have a job. i don't know where to work.
right now i have a fucking headache and i need to finish an english paper that is due tomorrow. not to mention the fact that i also have a sociology test tomorrow. jan 23rd 2008 is going to suck
i would be so happy if it were to snow this week, enough to go snowboarding somewhere. snowboarding for all i know is the only thing that makes me happy.. which is a joke considering i live here