Jan 16, 2008 02:05
this quarter in school is going to get really busy for me. i really need to get myself on a normal sleep schedule seeing as i am still awake at 2am and i have class 8am. Thursday i have an algebra test and even though it should all be pretty basic stuff i feel that i should study just in case. and then on friday i have a rough draft of a narrative essay due for my english class(i have yet to figure out a topic). i must not procrastinate this quarter. i am still desperately seeking a job and have had not much luck. i hate not working.
i really wish it would snow.. i really need to go snowboarding and clear my mind of everything.
i need to move to the mountains.
being in a band is sometimes quite stressful, especially if you are scheduled to play a show then you have to cancel because of another member not being available for that date. if you want something good to happen then you must put the time and effort in. sacrifices must be made. we have not played a show since August...what a joke this is
even though i am in school, i feel as if i am not being as quite productive as i need to be... starting to get slightly depressed/anxious....i hate anxiety attacks, around christmas time i had about 4 or 5 in about a 6 day period.. being around a lot of people kind of freaks me out, but being alone also messes with my head. maybe there is something wrong with me.
i am planning on getting a soldering gun and possibly start trying to make my own effects pedals, and also rebuild my old guitar, get new pickups, bridge/saddles, and rewire all the electronics for it...i think this would be a good project for me to do