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I've never met anyone who is quite as understanding with my mood swing roller coaster as you are. But still I worry that you'll grow tired of it. I hope you prove me wrong. You say you will. But words have only ever gone so far in my past... I need your actions.
I've come to realize why I've been avoiding a lot of people lately. They all bring so much drama. They need attention, a shoulder, even for me to fix their problems. And the thing is, I do it. I jump right in there and help no matter how much strain it puts on me. Because these are my friends and it's nice to be and feel needed. I love them, I do, and I love helping them. I just wish 10 things wouldn't go wrong all at the same time so I could have a moment to concentrate. I'm only one person...
My sanctuary, my peace, is quiet time with you each night. I love being able to block out the rest of the world during that time and just be. I wish we had longer. I wish I could keep you.
I've come to realize why I've been avoiding a lot of people lately. They all bring so much drama. They need attention, a shoulder, even for me to fix their problems. And the thing is, I do it. I jump right in there and help no matter how much strain it puts on me. Because these are my friends and it's nice to be and feel needed. I love them, I do, and I love helping them. I just wish 10 things wouldn't go wrong all at the same time so I could have a moment to concentrate. I'm only one person...
My sanctuary, my peace, is quiet time with you each night. I love being able to block out the rest of the world during that time and just be. I wish we had longer. I wish I could keep you.