happy christmas. life sucks.
insecurity.
dead.
deeds gone wrong.
not worthy.
can't happen, not gunna.
wanting, needing, not having.
friends.
loves.
families.
desperate.
gone.
longing.
away.
stolen.
deflowered.
unloved.
angered.
saddened.
needed.
missed.
kisses.
liquor.
men who stray away.
laughter.
tears.
gone.
misery.
so for those of you who are on lv, you'll know that i've taken fancy to (as have many other females) one themadhatter. despite what all i've seen and thought, i took action this time once i had gotten word that he may be interested. we talked today. he likes me, too, but also isnt "sure in himself" or something along the lines. i always have insecurity issues when it comes to men. when he told me he "liked" me too, it made me so happy... Well, i told a few people and asked opinions and stuff of a few people, and from one person I got that he liked X. Again, if you are on LV, you know whom I'm talking about. She's much more beautiful and much cooler than I am. What gives? Why do I...Why am i such a...How come this always happens to me. Who wouldn't choose her over me. For just once, I want something to be in favor of me. I want someone to prefer me over the pretty girl (he did say i was gorgeous, though). Why does life hate me? I can honestly say that I hate life and if you want me at my lowest point, this is probably me at my lowest point... Well, I would actually consider those few days after my birthday to be my lowest... This runs pretty darn close, though. Especially since I see my sister with Michael and my brother has a girlfriend. Holidays are the WORST for me. Can I just skip thru the unhappiness phase of life, please? Pretty please?
dead.
deeds gone wrong.
not worthy.
can't happen, not gunna.
wanting, needing, not having.
friends.
loves.
families.
desperate.
gone.
longing.
away.
stolen.
deflowered.
unloved.
angered.
saddened.
needed.
missed.
kisses.
liquor.
men who stray away.
laughter.
tears.
gone.
misery.
so for those of you who are on lv, you'll know that i've taken fancy to (as have many other females) one themadhatter. despite what all i've seen and thought, i took action this time once i had gotten word that he may be interested. we talked today. he likes me, too, but also isnt "sure in himself" or something along the lines. i always have insecurity issues when it comes to men. when he told me he "liked" me too, it made me so happy... Well, i told a few people and asked opinions and stuff of a few people, and from one person I got that he liked X. Again, if you are on LV, you know whom I'm talking about. She's much more beautiful and much cooler than I am. What gives? Why do I...Why am i such a...How come this always happens to me. Who wouldn't choose her over me. For just once, I want something to be in favor of me. I want someone to prefer me over the pretty girl (he did say i was gorgeous, though). Why does life hate me? I can honestly say that I hate life and if you want me at my lowest point, this is probably me at my lowest point... Well, I would actually consider those few days after my birthday to be my lowest... This runs pretty darn close, though. Especially since I see my sister with Michael and my brother has a girlfriend. Holidays are the WORST for me. Can I just skip thru the unhappiness phase of life, please? Pretty please?