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i hate school. i hate it soooo much. i dunno whats the matter with me this semester, but recently, it's been like, whenever i have to do something for class, i get angry, really really angry, and begin to resent it. now i'm really mad at myself because i have to take the test i missed tomorrow and i left my notes in my backpack. i'm stuck in this miserable office for three and a half hours and i can now get NOTHING done. i'm sitting here wasting time when i could be getting ready for my test. im so mad at basically everything right now.
but on a lighter note, yesterday was water wars and it was a lot of fun. it was kinda disorganized and i began to freak out b/c i had no clue what was going on (i was home during all the meetings and stuff), but then everything was ok when my team showed up. i was sigma chi's coach. we tried to cheat our way to the top, but our devious plans failed. sooooooo, they stole the trophy. that's right, my team stole the trophy. it was fun tho, we had shaving cream and water baloon fights... and some orange juice. it put me in a way better mood than i started with.
which brings me to another observation. i've been in such shitty moods lately. i don't wanna talk to anyone, everything annoys me, i'm mad all the time, i'm constantly paranoid that i need to be doing something, i'm self conscious... ugh. i have never been like this before and it's driving me and probably everyone else nuts. what should i do? idk. i need to see a massage therapist? or talk to somebody. or maybe have my palm aread. idk. i just hate being like this.
bleh, ok. enough complaining for now.
but on a lighter note, yesterday was water wars and it was a lot of fun. it was kinda disorganized and i began to freak out b/c i had no clue what was going on (i was home during all the meetings and stuff), but then everything was ok when my team showed up. i was sigma chi's coach. we tried to cheat our way to the top, but our devious plans failed. sooooooo, they stole the trophy. that's right, my team stole the trophy. it was fun tho, we had shaving cream and water baloon fights... and some orange juice. it put me in a way better mood than i started with.
which brings me to another observation. i've been in such shitty moods lately. i don't wanna talk to anyone, everything annoys me, i'm mad all the time, i'm constantly paranoid that i need to be doing something, i'm self conscious... ugh. i have never been like this before and it's driving me and probably everyone else nuts. what should i do? idk. i need to see a massage therapist? or talk to somebody. or maybe have my palm aread. idk. i just hate being like this.
bleh, ok. enough complaining for now.