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well here i am! haha...i guess i was never really lost, it has just been a little while since the last real up date....so how to do this....maybe star style as to not make anyone mad (steve)
*~* first off i miss bsu. i do! i always seem to have a good time while at home, keeping busy with work and what not, but i miss the bsu kids and all the fun we have EVERY night. it's crazy to go from seeing them every single day to not seeing them or talking to them at all. sad stuff!
*~* next would be work...yeah, been doing that non-stop. fun times :/ it's not really that bad. i enjoy it for the most part and when i don't it's not the customers, but the people i work with...oh well. but good story! i had the best table ever yesterday. it was 3 women and a sleeping baby. it was really nothing special but on their way out they talked to my manager and told him that i was a great server and the best that they had ever had at rubys. naturally, that put a smile on my face. so i thought that was it. however, about 30 minutes later they came back and had brought me a gift from bath and body. they went and bought me body spray, lotion, and body wash. then they told me once again that i was great and for now on they will only have me take care of them. ahhh!!!! how great! they were just wonderful! i felt bad once they left because i didn't even feel like i had done anything! it was just great really! love it!
*~* next would be friends at home...miss steve like heck...yeah, nothing new there - i always find myself wishing he was still in valpo, but things change and that's cool. i have been hanging out with others more and i love it! people that i thought might hate me or have just not felt connected to that is changing and that's really a good thing! makes being home that much better. however, i hate feeling guilty when i do hang out or go out with my friends. i work so much, i should be free to go out when ever i want and not feel guilty about it! i should get to do what i want, not what others (my mom) thinks i should do for whatever reason. i'm not wild or anything close, but i do like to have a good time and i will. i could just deal with out the guilt! ahh....tangent...haha
i think that's gonna be about it for now. i'm at home so the stress level never seems to go down much. that's what's so good about school. it's just class and fun. so relaxed. i don't think i will ever be able to live at home again once i am done with school. i just wouldn't be able to deal with it. i love my parents, but i just can't take even simple things like feeling guilty for having fun. that's not fair. haha yeah and i said i was done....ok i am now. done for now...till later...don't miss me too much ;)
*~* first off i miss bsu. i do! i always seem to have a good time while at home, keeping busy with work and what not, but i miss the bsu kids and all the fun we have EVERY night. it's crazy to go from seeing them every single day to not seeing them or talking to them at all. sad stuff!
*~* next would be work...yeah, been doing that non-stop. fun times :/ it's not really that bad. i enjoy it for the most part and when i don't it's not the customers, but the people i work with...oh well. but good story! i had the best table ever yesterday. it was 3 women and a sleeping baby. it was really nothing special but on their way out they talked to my manager and told him that i was a great server and the best that they had ever had at rubys. naturally, that put a smile on my face. so i thought that was it. however, about 30 minutes later they came back and had brought me a gift from bath and body. they went and bought me body spray, lotion, and body wash. then they told me once again that i was great and for now on they will only have me take care of them. ahhh!!!! how great! they were just wonderful! i felt bad once they left because i didn't even feel like i had done anything! it was just great really! love it!
*~* next would be friends at home...miss steve like heck...yeah, nothing new there - i always find myself wishing he was still in valpo, but things change and that's cool. i have been hanging out with others more and i love it! people that i thought might hate me or have just not felt connected to that is changing and that's really a good thing! makes being home that much better. however, i hate feeling guilty when i do hang out or go out with my friends. i work so much, i should be free to go out when ever i want and not feel guilty about it! i should get to do what i want, not what others (my mom) thinks i should do for whatever reason. i'm not wild or anything close, but i do like to have a good time and i will. i could just deal with out the guilt! ahh....tangent...haha
i think that's gonna be about it for now. i'm at home so the stress level never seems to go down much. that's what's so good about school. it's just class and fun. so relaxed. i don't think i will ever be able to live at home again once i am done with school. i just wouldn't be able to deal with it. i love my parents, but i just can't take even simple things like feeling guilty for having fun. that's not fair. haha yeah and i said i was done....ok i am now. done for now...till later...don't miss me too much ;)