Caution: Heart at Risk! [4/6]
A/N: Sorry I took so long to update. My connection was being bitchy for two days.
Caution: Heart at Risk!
{ Chapter 4 }
“Good morning~!” Takaki greeted Daiki with a smile.
“What are you doing here early in the morning?” Daiki asked with irritation in his voice. He looked at Takaki and glared at him. He didn’t mean to be rude but he can’t help acting that way to him now. For some unknown reasons, every time he can see Takaki, it pisses him off.
“I’m here to pick up Chinen,” Takaki said with a smile.
Just as he thought. He sighed. “He’s still sleeping,”
“Oh, really? I’ll just wake him up.” Takaki said as he was already in the stairs, making his way to the room.
“Hey!” he tried to stop him but to no avail. Takaki already got inside the room.
He decided to follow him and saw Takaki lying on the bed, beside Chinen.
“Wake up, little angel,” Takaki said as he blew lightly on Chinen’s face.
After a minute, Chinen opened his eyes and stared at Takaki for another minute. He picked up a box of tissue near the door and threw it to Chinen. “Stand up and drag Takaki out of the room.” He demanded.
Chinen blinked his eyes and picked up the pillow then threw it to him. Chinen then turned to him, then to Takaki and smiled. “Yuyan, you are so early today.”
Takaki just smiled back. “I want to see you so bad,”
He saw Chinen knot a forehead. Then, Chinen turned to look at him again. He just shrugged his shoulders. “Why are you two so greasy? Get out now, you’ll leave viruses in my room.” He said as he went near to Takaki and dragged him out in the room.
Chinen got up from the bed and went to the bathroom. “I’ll take a bath first, Yuyan,”
He knotted his forehead again and looked at Chinen. “His name is Yuya, stop calling him ‘Yuyan’, it makes me want to puke.”
Chinen just pouted his lips and went inside the bathroom now.
***
Takaki invited Chinen for a swimming on the beach after that. He just pouted and said he can’t swim. Takaki just smiled saying he’s going to help him how. Takaki just pulled him and now they’re on the beach again.
“Where’s Daiki?” Keito asked him.
“Oh, he’s busy. I think he’s looking for Yama-chan again.” He answered as he twitched his lips.
“Are you sure?” Keito asked again with a slight laugh.
He knotted his forehead. “Yeah.”
Hikaru came to Keito’s side. “Let’s look for Daiki.”
“Don’t disturb him in his world,” he said. “He’s busy, alright?”
The two just looked at him and smiled. “We’ll take care of him, don’t worry.” Then Hikaru shouted loudly when he saw Daiki coming to them. “Daiki! Takaki’s going to elope with Chinen!”
“He said he was just shy to tell you!” Keito added. “He hoped it’s just fine with you though.”
“What are you two doing?” He asked them.
“Let them be, Chii.” Takaki pulled him again. “They’re just bored.”
They went to the sea now, Takaki still holding his hand. “Come on, I’ll teach you now.”
“But….”
“I’ll hold you. I’ll hold your hips. Promise.” Takaki assured him with a smile.
Takaki went to his side. “What?”
“I’ll hold you in the hips.” Takaki said again.
“Uhm…” he said, still hesitating. But Takaki already held him there.
After a while, they heard Daiki’s loud voice. “Yuya! Get your hands off Chinen!”
***
He sighed. After what happened to Takaki and Daiki, he went out in the beach and decided to go in a near bar. He ordered his drinks, piñacolada this time. He was really confused why Takaki acted that way but he was more confused to Daiki’s.
He turned to look at the people inside the bar when he noticed two couples that are very familiar to him. He looked at them closely and made sure it was really them. Yamada and Yuto.
It was fine with him since he already accepted that Yuto cannot be with him. But, seeing them both kissing passionately brought a pinch to his heart. Still, he was fine.
He looked at the door and saw Daiki coming in. He rushed to him, leaving his drinks in the table.
He didn’t want Daiki to see Yuto and Yamada kissing endlessly. He didn’t want him to get hurt. He was a bit teary-eyed now. “Dai-ch.. Daiki,” he said as he reached his side. “Let’s go,” then he pulled him out of the door.
But Daiki knotted his forehead and looked at the entire restaurant. Right there and then, he saw his eyes clouded with sadness.
“Daiki..” he said once again.
Daiki looked at him with sad eyes and said, “Let’s go,”
He was surprised when Daiki was the one who pulled him now. They went back to the house. Daiki, still holding his hand.
***
“Dai-chan?” he asked. He bit his tongue when he accidentally called him by that name, but it was too late to take it back now.
Daiki put down his hand when they came inside the house. “How many times do I have to tell you not to call me by that name?”
He bit his lower lip harder. “Sorry,” he said as he went straight to the room.
Many hours passed by but Daiki didn’t came inside yet. He was worried because it was already late at night. He decided to go outside the room.
He was surprised to see Daiki on the sofa, with many cans of beer was on the floor.
“Why are you still awake, Chii?” Daiki asked, who was obviously drunk a bit now.
“I-I’m.. I can’t sleep,” he lied.
“Come here then. Have a drink with me,” Daiki suggested.
He swallowed. He can’t drink. But seeing Daiki with pain pushed him to do so. He came beside Daiki on the sofa and he got one can from the table in front of them. He opened it and drank it immediately.
“Why? I loved Yama-chan..” Daiki started, his voice was shaking. “I loved him for years..”
“Yeah.” He agreed.
“I loved him so much..” Daiki continued. “I can’t love someone again.”
He bit his lower lip and think again of the scene he saw in the bar. “Yeah.” It must have hurt Daiki so much, seeing Yuto and Yamada kissing.
“But I can’t blame him, he loves Yuto so much.” Daiki said again.
Now, as Daiki mentioned Yuto’s name, he was hurt again. But, he wasn’t sure this time. If he was hurting because of Yuto or if he was hurting because of Daiki.
One tear escaped from his eyes. He wiped it immediately, but Daiki saw it.
Daiki looked at him. “What was that for?”
He drank his beer again. “Y-Yuto..” he just simply answered, didn’t even bother looking at Daiki. He heard Daiki sigh.”I know how much that hurts,” Daiki said.
“I wasn’t ready to see them doing that,” he lied again. Deep inside, he knew why he was already hurting. He already knew the reason long ago but tried to deny it. But this time, no more denying. Denying it would just lead him to hurt his self even more. He cried now. “Dai-chan..” he said.
Daiki glared at him. “Don’t call me that,”
“C-can’t I really call you by that name? I just wanted to call you by that,” he said. “I need someone by my side,”
Daiki forced a smile. “I’m here,”
He nodded. “Y-yeah.” He put down the can of beer on the table. He came near to Daiki, cupped his face and looked at him deeply in the eyes. His vision wasn’t clear due to the tears but he perfectly saw the hurt in Daiki’s eyes. Without hesitating, he lowered his face to Daiki’s.
He kissed Daiki on the lips. Both of them smelled beer. Suddenly, he put his fingers into the back of Daiki’s neck, curling. He held Daiki’s head as if he expected resistance. He devoured them hungrily, savoring and exploring, plundering the softness of his lips.
He felt his desire rising to the fever pitch of his. Common sense screamed its alarm, warning him of the danger of what he did. He nipped Daiki’s lower lip and wet it endlessly. As though he felt Daiki slowly opening his mouth, he stopped the kiss.
He wasn’t able to look at Daiki straight in the eyes. He sighed. “Thank you for being in my side tonight.” He said.
Daiki just swallowed and nodded. Drinking the beer once again.
He left the living room instantly and went to the bedroom. There, he cried his heart out. How can he do that to Daiki.
He loved him. And that’s the truth. He was a fool every time he lied to his self about it. He was crying and hurting when he heard Daiki talking about his love for Yamada. It wasn’t at all because of Yuto. Maybe, he already moved on from his heart ache from Yuto. But, here he is again, facing another heart break, from Daiki.
He lay on the bed. His mind was already set. He needed to go back to Japan tomorrow. Tomorrow as soon as he wakes up.
***
~*I know I’m not good in writing kissing and stuffs. LOL. First time using those words.. Omaigad. 70% left in my innocence now. :D Back to the fic, so yeah. I already decided when this would end. 2 more chapters until the ending. ^^,
Comments and critiques are welcome. :)
Caution: Heart at Risk!
{ Chapter 4 }
“Good morning~!” Takaki greeted Daiki with a smile.
“What are you doing here early in the morning?” Daiki asked with irritation in his voice. He looked at Takaki and glared at him. He didn’t mean to be rude but he can’t help acting that way to him now. For some unknown reasons, every time he can see Takaki, it pisses him off.
“I’m here to pick up Chinen,” Takaki said with a smile.
Just as he thought. He sighed. “He’s still sleeping,”
“Oh, really? I’ll just wake him up.” Takaki said as he was already in the stairs, making his way to the room.
“Hey!” he tried to stop him but to no avail. Takaki already got inside the room.
He decided to follow him and saw Takaki lying on the bed, beside Chinen.
“Wake up, little angel,” Takaki said as he blew lightly on Chinen’s face.
After a minute, Chinen opened his eyes and stared at Takaki for another minute. He picked up a box of tissue near the door and threw it to Chinen. “Stand up and drag Takaki out of the room.” He demanded.
Chinen blinked his eyes and picked up the pillow then threw it to him. Chinen then turned to him, then to Takaki and smiled. “Yuyan, you are so early today.”
Takaki just smiled back. “I want to see you so bad,”
He saw Chinen knot a forehead. Then, Chinen turned to look at him again. He just shrugged his shoulders. “Why are you two so greasy? Get out now, you’ll leave viruses in my room.” He said as he went near to Takaki and dragged him out in the room.
Chinen got up from the bed and went to the bathroom. “I’ll take a bath first, Yuyan,”
He knotted his forehead again and looked at Chinen. “His name is Yuya, stop calling him ‘Yuyan’, it makes me want to puke.”
Chinen just pouted his lips and went inside the bathroom now.
***
Takaki invited Chinen for a swimming on the beach after that. He just pouted and said he can’t swim. Takaki just smiled saying he’s going to help him how. Takaki just pulled him and now they’re on the beach again.
“Where’s Daiki?” Keito asked him.
“Oh, he’s busy. I think he’s looking for Yama-chan again.” He answered as he twitched his lips.
“Are you sure?” Keito asked again with a slight laugh.
He knotted his forehead. “Yeah.”
Hikaru came to Keito’s side. “Let’s look for Daiki.”
“Don’t disturb him in his world,” he said. “He’s busy, alright?”
The two just looked at him and smiled. “We’ll take care of him, don’t worry.” Then Hikaru shouted loudly when he saw Daiki coming to them. “Daiki! Takaki’s going to elope with Chinen!”
“He said he was just shy to tell you!” Keito added. “He hoped it’s just fine with you though.”
“What are you two doing?” He asked them.
“Let them be, Chii.” Takaki pulled him again. “They’re just bored.”
They went to the sea now, Takaki still holding his hand. “Come on, I’ll teach you now.”
“But….”
“I’ll hold you. I’ll hold your hips. Promise.” Takaki assured him with a smile.
Takaki went to his side. “What?”
“I’ll hold you in the hips.” Takaki said again.
“Uhm…” he said, still hesitating. But Takaki already held him there.
After a while, they heard Daiki’s loud voice. “Yuya! Get your hands off Chinen!”
***
He sighed. After what happened to Takaki and Daiki, he went out in the beach and decided to go in a near bar. He ordered his drinks, piñacolada this time. He was really confused why Takaki acted that way but he was more confused to Daiki’s.
He turned to look at the people inside the bar when he noticed two couples that are very familiar to him. He looked at them closely and made sure it was really them. Yamada and Yuto.
It was fine with him since he already accepted that Yuto cannot be with him. But, seeing them both kissing passionately brought a pinch to his heart. Still, he was fine.
He looked at the door and saw Daiki coming in. He rushed to him, leaving his drinks in the table.
He didn’t want Daiki to see Yuto and Yamada kissing endlessly. He didn’t want him to get hurt. He was a bit teary-eyed now. “Dai-ch.. Daiki,” he said as he reached his side. “Let’s go,” then he pulled him out of the door.
But Daiki knotted his forehead and looked at the entire restaurant. Right there and then, he saw his eyes clouded with sadness.
“Daiki..” he said once again.
Daiki looked at him with sad eyes and said, “Let’s go,”
He was surprised when Daiki was the one who pulled him now. They went back to the house. Daiki, still holding his hand.
***
“Dai-chan?” he asked. He bit his tongue when he accidentally called him by that name, but it was too late to take it back now.
Daiki put down his hand when they came inside the house. “How many times do I have to tell you not to call me by that name?”
He bit his lower lip harder. “Sorry,” he said as he went straight to the room.
Many hours passed by but Daiki didn’t came inside yet. He was worried because it was already late at night. He decided to go outside the room.
He was surprised to see Daiki on the sofa, with many cans of beer was on the floor.
“Why are you still awake, Chii?” Daiki asked, who was obviously drunk a bit now.
“I-I’m.. I can’t sleep,” he lied.
“Come here then. Have a drink with me,” Daiki suggested.
He swallowed. He can’t drink. But seeing Daiki with pain pushed him to do so. He came beside Daiki on the sofa and he got one can from the table in front of them. He opened it and drank it immediately.
“Why? I loved Yama-chan..” Daiki started, his voice was shaking. “I loved him for years..”
“Yeah.” He agreed.
“I loved him so much..” Daiki continued. “I can’t love someone again.”
He bit his lower lip and think again of the scene he saw in the bar. “Yeah.” It must have hurt Daiki so much, seeing Yuto and Yamada kissing.
“But I can’t blame him, he loves Yuto so much.” Daiki said again.
Now, as Daiki mentioned Yuto’s name, he was hurt again. But, he wasn’t sure this time. If he was hurting because of Yuto or if he was hurting because of Daiki.
One tear escaped from his eyes. He wiped it immediately, but Daiki saw it.
Daiki looked at him. “What was that for?”
He drank his beer again. “Y-Yuto..” he just simply answered, didn’t even bother looking at Daiki. He heard Daiki sigh.”I know how much that hurts,” Daiki said.
“I wasn’t ready to see them doing that,” he lied again. Deep inside, he knew why he was already hurting. He already knew the reason long ago but tried to deny it. But this time, no more denying. Denying it would just lead him to hurt his self even more. He cried now. “Dai-chan..” he said.
Daiki glared at him. “Don’t call me that,”
“C-can’t I really call you by that name? I just wanted to call you by that,” he said. “I need someone by my side,”
Daiki forced a smile. “I’m here,”
He nodded. “Y-yeah.” He put down the can of beer on the table. He came near to Daiki, cupped his face and looked at him deeply in the eyes. His vision wasn’t clear due to the tears but he perfectly saw the hurt in Daiki’s eyes. Without hesitating, he lowered his face to Daiki’s.
He kissed Daiki on the lips. Both of them smelled beer. Suddenly, he put his fingers into the back of Daiki’s neck, curling. He held Daiki’s head as if he expected resistance. He devoured them hungrily, savoring and exploring, plundering the softness of his lips.
He felt his desire rising to the fever pitch of his. Common sense screamed its alarm, warning him of the danger of what he did. He nipped Daiki’s lower lip and wet it endlessly. As though he felt Daiki slowly opening his mouth, he stopped the kiss.
He wasn’t able to look at Daiki straight in the eyes. He sighed. “Thank you for being in my side tonight.” He said.
Daiki just swallowed and nodded. Drinking the beer once again.
He left the living room instantly and went to the bedroom. There, he cried his heart out. How can he do that to Daiki.
He loved him. And that’s the truth. He was a fool every time he lied to his self about it. He was crying and hurting when he heard Daiki talking about his love for Yamada. It wasn’t at all because of Yuto. Maybe, he already moved on from his heart ache from Yuto. But, here he is again, facing another heart break, from Daiki.
He lay on the bed. His mind was already set. He needed to go back to Japan tomorrow. Tomorrow as soon as he wakes up.
***
~*I know I’m not good in writing kissing and stuffs. LOL. First time using those words.. Omaigad. 70% left in my innocence now. :D Back to the fic, so yeah. I already decided when this would end. 2 more chapters until the ending. ^^,
Comments and critiques are welcome. :)