CAUTION: Consuming Thoughts
Red feels like the color of the day. Red for passion, red for pain, red for intensity, red for the crystalline like liquid jewels that flow within me.
Why is it that I feel as though I'm standing at the intersection of a two way street, or gazing into a mirror. A certain duality, yet opposition pulls me in two directions.
Within this mirror and to the left of me I see companionship. I hear sweet nothings. I taste spontaneous experience. But it's all an endless circle of flirt, that like the boundaries of my mirror, seems all the more unattainable. The glass keeps me just out or reach from the mind meld I seek.
Outside of the mirror and to the right I see a kindred spirit. I hear fantasies whistle in the dark and become reality. I taste forbidden fruit. Though outside my mirror, things are much harder to hold on to, since they are free to move however they please.
Between these two factions, or the divide of self-doubt and hopeless abandon; lies a very confused girl. Which path should I choose to follow at this crossroads? Or is it only today that my soul aches from indecision or indifference?
Do the answers I seek even lie at the end or either path?
Why is it that I feel as though I'm standing at the intersection of a two way street, or gazing into a mirror. A certain duality, yet opposition pulls me in two directions.
Within this mirror and to the left of me I see companionship. I hear sweet nothings. I taste spontaneous experience. But it's all an endless circle of flirt, that like the boundaries of my mirror, seems all the more unattainable. The glass keeps me just out or reach from the mind meld I seek.
Outside of the mirror and to the right I see a kindred spirit. I hear fantasies whistle in the dark and become reality. I taste forbidden fruit. Though outside my mirror, things are much harder to hold on to, since they are free to move however they please.
Between these two factions, or the divide of self-doubt and hopeless abandon; lies a very confused girl. Which path should I choose to follow at this crossroads? Or is it only today that my soul aches from indecision or indifference?
Do the answers I seek even lie at the end or either path?