Haven't you heard that I'm the new cancer?
so0o0o the song "Holes in the floor of heaven" by Collin Raye is the only song that i know of that is capable of making me cry every time i hear it...the words are so beautiful..and they remind me of my grandmother who was by far the most amazing person i have ever known...i miss her insanely...especially lately for some reason...i basically lived with her when i was younger...in fact, i was 8 and i made her sleep in the same bed with me...and i wouldnt say goodnight or i love you bc i was mad she wouldnt let me stay up...when i woke up in the morning she was gone...that was the worst feeling ever...i have never regretted anything more in my entire life...i was so stubborn...i was also 8 but thats not not really an excuse..so that was sad..but heres a few lyrics..
"'Cuz there's holes in the floor of Heaven,
"And her tears are pouring down.
"That's how you know she's watching,
"Wishing she could be here now.
"An' sometimes if you're lonely,
"Just remember she can see.
"There's holes in the floor of Heaven
"And she's watching over you and me."
Another note is Arianna is living at my house this summer...i dont know how i feel about that bc i love her to death but she drives me crazy some times...and were sharing a dorm next year haha o well i guess ill get used to it but she better get her liscense soon bc im not driving her ass around all summer...oh and were hitting up Florida in 2 weeks!! woot woot...im super pumped...i def need a break..
ohhhhhhhh and i'm done with school!!! last exam is tuesday..but classes are over :-)
PROM!!! its commin' up!! I can't wait..my baby and i are gunna look so0o0o incredibly hott...this is also the first poofy dress..weird...and it cost $400 which sucks because im broke as a joke :-( i cant wait to come home and start working my ass off...next thursdayyyy!!
Haven't you heard that I'm the new cancer?
Never looked better, and you can't stand it
things are so great with the boy right now..the one years commin' up pretty quick too :-) we proved everyone wrong...thats all..peace bitches
"'Cuz there's holes in the floor of Heaven,
"And her tears are pouring down.
"That's how you know she's watching,
"Wishing she could be here now.
"An' sometimes if you're lonely,
"Just remember she can see.
"There's holes in the floor of Heaven
"And she's watching over you and me."
Another note is Arianna is living at my house this summer...i dont know how i feel about that bc i love her to death but she drives me crazy some times...and were sharing a dorm next year haha o well i guess ill get used to it but she better get her liscense soon bc im not driving her ass around all summer...oh and were hitting up Florida in 2 weeks!! woot woot...im super pumped...i def need a break..
ohhhhhhhh and i'm done with school!!! last exam is tuesday..but classes are over :-)
PROM!!! its commin' up!! I can't wait..my baby and i are gunna look so0o0o incredibly hott...this is also the first poofy dress..weird...and it cost $400 which sucks because im broke as a joke :-( i cant wait to come home and start working my ass off...next thursdayyyy!!
Haven't you heard that I'm the new cancer?
Never looked better, and you can't stand it
things are so great with the boy right now..the one years commin' up pretty quick too :-) we proved everyone wrong...thats all..peace bitches