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Sep 30, 2004 19:00

Yes, things do get worse. But luckily, they have started to get better, too. Heh. They kind of have to, now. It's pretty much the only direction left for my luck to go in.

Sam is mad at me. Because I didn't invite her to the concert I didn't get to see. She had bronchitis. Would it have really been a good thing for her to have come to a concert while being sick? I didn't think so, but I guess I am wrong...?

I feel really selfish. All I ever talk about is me. And the people around me have been so tolerant of it, and for that I am grateful. =) I really don't give my friends enough credit. I have gotten to the point where I don't let people know when I have been thinking about them, or when I really appreciate something they do. Not because I think that particular person will hurt me, but because I have learned that feelings are better left up on the shelf. And I shouldn't do that to people. If I really appreciate something, I should let that person know.

Dan, I really appreciate everything you do for me and I care about you, even though I sometimes say things that may contradict that. I know I can be difficult to talk to sometimes. =\ Thanx for caring about me and being a good friend.

I felt I had to say that.
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