Title: Beautiful creature
Author:
kdsaj2Pairing: Nichkhun/Wooyoung
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Angst, romance
Summary: Some falls in love, some falls in love with the one who was never meant to be his.
A/N: My first time writing smut or anything R plus, please read/ comment, tell me what you think ^^
Khunyoung because they are naturally sexy like that xD
But it's not bet's though i may edit later. your comments may help ;D
Disclaimer: I do not own, anyone wanna fix that ? we can pool some money together and...*gets beaten*
Even if the sky is yellow he knows he would love only one person. Even if the next day there were not such thing as ‘love’ he’d still believe in its existence. And even if, even if he wouldn’t ever be loved in return it wouldn’t bother him, for his whole being yearns for that one person and it would always does. But that didn’t mean that it doesn’t hurt.
Nichkhun became manic, thinking of the one he loved. Worries about them, getting jealous when someone is too close to them. It’s making him faces the emotional rollercoaster each day. Maybe it’s even worse that ironically he was now in a union of ever happiness matrimony with somebody else.
Every night Wooyoung haunts his dreams and every waking moment his mind would be clouded over with the details of the younger man. And it’s not right. It’s not right because he wasn’t supposed to fall for his dongsaeng and he wasn’t, wasn’t suppose to fall so deep, so deep into those innocent eyes.
Then one night during the coldest day of the month at exactly 1 he remembered for he could never forget. In the corner of the living room, huddled up near the end of the worn out sofa. Wooyoung snuggled up ever so happily into Taecyeon. The next day everyone asked and worries about why his eyes are red and blood shot. Nichkhun told them he is homesick. It was a lie. He simply longs for somebody. Somebody who’s taken.
The heat surrounding his cock was making him frantic and it reflects in his thrusts, the rhythm changes. His mind buzzed when a pair of legs wrapped itself around his waist helplessly. Nichkhun growled in possessive approval. He levelled his head near the other man’s collar bone, his breathe panning out across the beautiful skin. He dove down a second late, marking his territory. He pulled his cock all the way back out before slamming it into the warm cavern again, earning a gasp and then a whimper from his lover. His hands however are in a set journey as they explore every inch offered by the trembling body beneath him. Finally his left hand wound up around the hard and leaking member of Wooyoung. There was another gasp.
“H-hyung…p-please” his love cried helplessly
“What is it Woo ?” hey grinned against the now kiss bruised skin below his lover’s neck.
“I-I need it” Wooyoung’s trembling voice came a second later.
“Need what ?” he continued sadistically.
“You know what!”
“Tell me what you want” he thrust in harshly.
A loud moan and he looked up to see quivering lips and lust filled eyes.
“I want you to fuck me harder till I come” Wooyoung pants out.
He simply lost his mind then and he move his hip erratically, pumping Wooyoung’s cock with the same frantic rhythm. He received a loud moan urging him on. Nichkhun bent down for a searing, passionate kiss.
“T-tell me Woo” he said against bruised lips.
“Y-yes?”
“Who do you belongs to ?” he asked impatiently.
“I-I…”
“Say it ! Who does your heart belongs to !” he growled
“You ! I belong to you !” his lover cried out before spilling his seed all over their abdomen.
Nichkhun felt wooyoung tighten around him as he gives one last thrust spillin-
“Haah!” he gasped as he jolted awake his breathing erratic as the cool morning air hitting off his skin.
Nickhun was too afraid to look down knowing exactly what would be waiting there. He felt his face heats up a bit. He got up and cleaned himself up with a spare towel before throwing the soiled underwear and towel into the laundry basket. Somewhere near the bottom, he does not need someone seeing that. He put on a new pair of boxer, some comfortable sweatpants and a wife beater, shaking his head every time his eyes fell uo the tangled sheets. Junsu had often questioned why he had chose to do laundry so much lately. He couldn’t answer.
“Are you okay hyung ?” his lov-, Wooyoung asked him at breakfast.
“Fine” his charming smile set.
“Oh,..okay…please tell me if something is bother you okay ?” the warm hand on his bare shoulder made him flinch, yet he want to hold onto it like it was his last connection to humanity. To anything he every believed in and kisses it until the love in him is reciprocated.
Yet he let go and stood up. Walking out without looking at the worried look on the younger man’s visage.
When he was sure he was all alone-his own darken room-Nichkhun slumped against the nearest wall. Tears streaking his face. It was so unfair. The most beautiful thing in his life is so close to his grasp, yet so far.
“You asked, what’s bothering me, well it’d just that” he paused, breathe hitched “it’s the fact that, I would never be with you.” he finished into the darkness as it engulfs his voice. There was no echo.
Even if the sky is yellow he knows he would love only one person. Even if the next day there were not such thing as ‘love’ he’d still believe in its existence. And even if, even if he wouldn’t ever be loved in return it wouldn’t bother him, for his whole being yearns for that one person and it would always does. But that didn’t mean that it doesn’t hurt.
Nichkhun would keep waiting. Waiting for what he is not sure. But until then he’d held onto the lover in his mind the beautiful creature that was all his. His alone.
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