(no subject)
i'm so scared of losing touch with people. of my friendships disintegrating. of not having enough time to do everything i need to do, and talk to everyone i want to talk to. of everything getting so busy, and of becoming so consumed in things that don't mean anything that there's no time for the things that are really important. i need more time.
i'm scared that if i don't talk to them, they won't talk to me. i would drop everything for them, but would they do the same for me? maybe it all just sounds insecure. but i miss them. and sometimes, i just want to feel it reciprocated.
i'm scared that if i don't talk to them, they won't talk to me. i would drop everything for them, but would they do the same for me? maybe it all just sounds insecure. but i miss them. and sometimes, i just want to feel it reciprocated.