WOW
Alright well it has been 1548784651 years since I have written in here.. I kinda got sick of this thing but I guess I will try to write in it again.. To much crap is going on. I feel like I am stressed out but when I think all the stuff that is going on I realize thats its not all that bad in the end.. Like my brother in law went to Uzbecstan(sp?) and that sucks majorly cuz I worry about my sister and of course him too.. I only kinda know how lonely she is and I just want to go stay with her but also she married him and she knew that this was going to happen cuz he is in the military.. Like why am I crying right now? I am so retared.. And my grandpa just had open heart surgury so they could fix his pace maker.. so that was scary but I made it through all that.. And I just saw my friend James last week.. He just got back from Iraq and I really missed him.. Before he left we werent very close but when he came home I had such a great time talking to him and I feel like I know him better as this James and not the old one.. And maybe I am sexually frusterated.. Maybe I need some wiener or something.. Maybe I need a boyfriend.. Or maybe I just need Mike from work I think he just needs to like me!! Haha Also I am so scared about my grades. I just want to get good ones so I can make my parents happy.. And in like 2 months my sissy is coming home and also the day after she comes it will be yes My Birthday... I hope this one will be better then my 16th cuz that one just sucked majorly.. Geeze I sound like I am so depressed and I think I really am.. I hate being in a bad mood all the time.. I just dont know whats wrong with me..