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Hey everyone.. Its been like forever since I have written in this... Lets see first things first.. I have a boyfriend!! Woha did I say boyfriend? I did and its weird but I am having a lot of fun with everything.. He is in Chicago right now cuz his step dad died a week and a half ago.. so I am missing him! Ryan Baby you are awesome! Alright what else.. Its almost HALLOWEEN!!! I am so excited even though Im not going to be doing anything anyways but my neighborhood is having a block party thingy Saturday night but I work so I get to come home to see a whole bunch or drunk people!! But maybe I should just get f-ed up too just cuz..sounds like fun!! AND.. I have like 48 days till I go to Alaska! Can you believe it cuz I know I cant! I am so ready for this trip! But also I need some new clothes cuz all of mine are falling off of me but I dont want to spend any money so I am going to ask my mom for some so hopefully she will be willing to share... Haha yeah right.. oh and about this whole trip thing I wonder how I am going to do about missing home and I will be with Ryan and stuff so I wonder if I will want to come home sooner but I think once I see my sisiter and Cody I will want to stay but I am just wondering how well I am going to do with being away and plus I am not going to be home for Christmas or New Years so that is going to be a big bummer but I have been looking foward to this trip a long time so we will see what happens.. Oh I dont know I guess I just really dont need to worry about it too much cuz I know everyuthing will turn out great.. But I guess you all have heard enough about my life.. so I am off to bed!! Nighters!