Dec 24, 2007 00:21
Wow. Tomorrow is Christmas Eve, why doesn't it feel like it. I was not even sure it was Christmas time when I woke up this morning.
After talking to Kole today, I realized I am more than ready to go to Ireland. There are so many adventures waiting to be had, and I am just sitting at home not doing anything. I think thats what frustrated most about it, not being apart of those things... and knowing I never will. But now, I am offered a chance, not the same chance nor anything like it, but maybe just maybe it will make up for what I feel like I am missing. I am sure that if I don't make it up now, a little piece of me will always be missing. When I go, I want to meet as many people as I can. Goal.
3 More Days.
Merry Christmas?
Maybe next year's Christmas will be better.