"So now I'm branded for taking the fall"
I don't understand how a person can be so hot one minute and so cold the next. I'm baffled, to say the least. I think I'm done with trying to understand what's going down.
I got a huge hug that literally lifted me off the ground on Friday night. It was just what I needed. I needed to feel that I was loved, that I am a great friend, and that I have great friends.
Maybe it just isn't worth it. It's definitely not worth my time to sit and think about it. So I think it's just better off like this. Sure, I would appreciate some clarity to the situation, but will I get it? I don't know. I don't even know if it's available to be received.
Was it something wrong that we did or cause others infiltrated?
I hate that I can't even get a response from you, better yet, I hate that I don't even know why I have to dig for answers. What the fuck.
The thing is, I'm not even mad. I rarely get mad. I feel like I don't have a right to get mad in this situation. It's more frustration and confusion that I'm feeling.
You say that you want to hang out more, but you never initiate anything.
I got a huge hug that literally lifted me off the ground on Friday night. It was just what I needed. I needed to feel that I was loved, that I am a great friend, and that I have great friends.
Maybe it just isn't worth it. It's definitely not worth my time to sit and think about it. So I think it's just better off like this. Sure, I would appreciate some clarity to the situation, but will I get it? I don't know. I don't even know if it's available to be received.
Was it something wrong that we did or cause others infiltrated?
I hate that I can't even get a response from you, better yet, I hate that I don't even know why I have to dig for answers. What the fuck.
The thing is, I'm not even mad. I rarely get mad. I feel like I don't have a right to get mad in this situation. It's more frustration and confusion that I'm feeling.
You say that you want to hang out more, but you never initiate anything.