Hello New Life...
Wow it's been a long time. Almost a full three months with no update. I was just reading my last few posts and well, I'm not that girl anymore. I am still Krista sure. I'm still in love with music and only music and I'm still my mother's daughter. I am no longer my father's daughter. I am no longer a student of music. Hell, I'm no longer a student. I'm not looking forward to Boston anymore because... I'm not going to Boston. I'm not really going anywhere anymore.
I'll be returning to Chicago this year. Not for school. I am officially a college drop out. I will be moving to Hyde Park to work for the Vaheys again and either another family or part time job. I will be working jobs like this until I am 41. Yes. I will be spending the next 20 years of my life working, simply to pay back my student loans that I took out and wasted on two years of college. Those two years that were supposed to lead to 2 more years and a degree. I won't have a real job, a boyfriend or husband, a family, or a life until I am 41 years old and by then what business do I have trying to start?
Yeah I realize this is just another one of my signature rants and that I always find a way to point out that this time it's different and really is worth my ranting. It may not be as big a deal to anybody else but to me and my dream... it's the end of everything.
I'll be returning to Chicago this year. Not for school. I am officially a college drop out. I will be moving to Hyde Park to work for the Vaheys again and either another family or part time job. I will be working jobs like this until I am 41. Yes. I will be spending the next 20 years of my life working, simply to pay back my student loans that I took out and wasted on two years of college. Those two years that were supposed to lead to 2 more years and a degree. I won't have a real job, a boyfriend or husband, a family, or a life until I am 41 years old and by then what business do I have trying to start?
Yeah I realize this is just another one of my signature rants and that I always find a way to point out that this time it's different and really is worth my ranting. It may not be as big a deal to anybody else but to me and my dream... it's the end of everything.