hmmm...
so i haven't written in here in FOREVER
i tend to start these with that phrase a lot
but it's usually true
i have been SO busy this semester, especially after spring break which kinda sucks but being busy keeps me grounded..ish???
haha so i realized this year there is no person and nothing *aside from my family* that is keeping me in va beach and the only reason i go home is to see them. I feel that I have almost "grown out" of living there. Don't get me wrong I LOVE going home and interacting with my old friends but sometimes I feel that there is SO much more out there then stupid boy girl drama and the occasional work spat...ya know??
I think this came to me over spring break. I hung out with people I didn't start hanging out with til after high school and they are really nice but they are all two faced *every single one of them* and their lives revolves around where they work and the shit that goes down while at work. I felt like screaming IT'S A JOB!!!! NOT A LIFESTYLE!!!! but whatev can't win them all.
I am also VERY frustrated with some of the people I hang out with in college. They are just as two faced as the non college friends I have. Guess education isn't everything eh???
First off I feel I have to defend anything I say to people, like a random fact or something I heard on the news. Why is it everyone takes what I say with a grain of salt?? I mean seriously! I have to give a bibliography everytime I say what the weather is. Am I honestly THAT unreliable and untrustworthy that I have to do that???
Secondly, I have a friend who apoligizes for NOTHING, she walks around like the world owes everything to her. It aggrivates me so much, she has days where she'll be angry with you and won't tell you why and if she does its probably a stupid reason. Then after about 2 days she's back to being your best friend?! DID I MISS SOMETHING?!!! small town people piss me off lemme tell ya....
Another friend of mine also did something REALLY shitty to a few of my other friends. Room lottery is coming up soon and she is on the executive council, which means she is one of the first people to pick on campus. Well she made arrangements to move off campus with two people *who are two of my other friends* but still go in room lottery just in case things don't work out. They tell you to do that here when you turn in your commuter status form, just in case you don't find a place to live. So her and 3 other girls planned on getting an on campus apartment and she would get it for those three girls then go to her off campus apartment and live there. Well she goes and TELLS her boss her plan then proceeds to tell the other three girls she isn't going to do it. And you guessed it, leaving THREE girls without a place to live. OOOHHH but it gets better, the three girls find a fourth person and realize that they still have a chance at getting the on campus apartment. Well come to find out this fourth girl interacts with the girl that pulled out on my three friends. and now the fourth person suddenly doesn't want to live with them. MIND YOUR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS!!! you pulled out on them!! why are you beating a dead horse it's DEAD!!!!! After consulting with one of the three girls we came to the conclusion that the one girl who withdrew from them is probably insecure about whether or not she has a place off campus next year so she is trying to keep an opened spot "just in case". Well unbeknowst to her, there will be no place for her cause what she did was flat out rude and inconsiderate and just overall NOT cool and there is no chance any of those three girls will room with her next year if things end up not working out for her. So I hope things DON'T work out for her and she ends up in some shitty dorm because she didn't go with the orginial plan. That's what you get for promising to do something then falling through
Ain't karma a bitch??
Girls can be really sucky sometimes!!!
And I could have said all of this with names because no one at Mary Baldwin reads this or are even aware I have it.....except maybe one person but ya lol
OOOO and if you don't already know *most of you who read this have a myspace AND facebook* I am infact in a "it's complicated" status with Jon
we need space....we need time apart
But we're still friends and we still talk and what not so I'm hoping this helps our relationship
Hmm this is a long one
hope you like to read :)
i tend to start these with that phrase a lot
but it's usually true
i have been SO busy this semester, especially after spring break which kinda sucks but being busy keeps me grounded..ish???
haha so i realized this year there is no person and nothing *aside from my family* that is keeping me in va beach and the only reason i go home is to see them. I feel that I have almost "grown out" of living there. Don't get me wrong I LOVE going home and interacting with my old friends but sometimes I feel that there is SO much more out there then stupid boy girl drama and the occasional work spat...ya know??
I think this came to me over spring break. I hung out with people I didn't start hanging out with til after high school and they are really nice but they are all two faced *every single one of them* and their lives revolves around where they work and the shit that goes down while at work. I felt like screaming IT'S A JOB!!!! NOT A LIFESTYLE!!!! but whatev can't win them all.
I am also VERY frustrated with some of the people I hang out with in college. They are just as two faced as the non college friends I have. Guess education isn't everything eh???
First off I feel I have to defend anything I say to people, like a random fact or something I heard on the news. Why is it everyone takes what I say with a grain of salt?? I mean seriously! I have to give a bibliography everytime I say what the weather is. Am I honestly THAT unreliable and untrustworthy that I have to do that???
Secondly, I have a friend who apoligizes for NOTHING, she walks around like the world owes everything to her. It aggrivates me so much, she has days where she'll be angry with you and won't tell you why and if she does its probably a stupid reason. Then after about 2 days she's back to being your best friend?! DID I MISS SOMETHING?!!! small town people piss me off lemme tell ya....
Another friend of mine also did something REALLY shitty to a few of my other friends. Room lottery is coming up soon and she is on the executive council, which means she is one of the first people to pick on campus. Well she made arrangements to move off campus with two people *who are two of my other friends* but still go in room lottery just in case things don't work out. They tell you to do that here when you turn in your commuter status form, just in case you don't find a place to live. So her and 3 other girls planned on getting an on campus apartment and she would get it for those three girls then go to her off campus apartment and live there. Well she goes and TELLS her boss her plan then proceeds to tell the other three girls she isn't going to do it. And you guessed it, leaving THREE girls without a place to live. OOOHHH but it gets better, the three girls find a fourth person and realize that they still have a chance at getting the on campus apartment. Well come to find out this fourth girl interacts with the girl that pulled out on my three friends. and now the fourth person suddenly doesn't want to live with them. MIND YOUR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS!!! you pulled out on them!! why are you beating a dead horse it's DEAD!!!!! After consulting with one of the three girls we came to the conclusion that the one girl who withdrew from them is probably insecure about whether or not she has a place off campus next year so she is trying to keep an opened spot "just in case". Well unbeknowst to her, there will be no place for her cause what she did was flat out rude and inconsiderate and just overall NOT cool and there is no chance any of those three girls will room with her next year if things end up not working out for her. So I hope things DON'T work out for her and she ends up in some shitty dorm because she didn't go with the orginial plan. That's what you get for promising to do something then falling through
Ain't karma a bitch??
Girls can be really sucky sometimes!!!
And I could have said all of this with names because no one at Mary Baldwin reads this or are even aware I have it.....except maybe one person but ya lol
OOOO and if you don't already know *most of you who read this have a myspace AND facebook* I am infact in a "it's complicated" status with Jon
we need space....we need time apart
But we're still friends and we still talk and what not so I'm hoping this helps our relationship
Hmm this is a long one
hope you like to read :)