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Have you ever woken up and wondered why am I here? or what if today was my last day.... Lately I'm taking everything into consideration and trying to take things day by day and trying to figure out why things happened like they did, not just with me, but with other people as well. I sit here and analyze everything, why do I do that?
last friday when my father was at work and kyle was at school, my mother and i watched baby videos it was wonderful.... I haven't felt that happy in so long. and noticing how much my parents loved Kyle and I. It makes me realize how important family really is... It probably sounds really silly, but in the last 8 months I have grown up so much, realizing who was going to be there for me when no one else was. The biggest struggle was to overcome my fears with growing up and undersanding that things change including people and there's nothing that you can do about it...
Tonight my family and I went to Brians fathers showing, it was really nice, I didn't really know him, but he seemed to be a good man, I wouldn't expect anything else because Brian is a really good person. I'm just sorry that it had to happened to them. The Lehel family will remain in my prayers.
I watched the Notebook tonight it reminded me so much of my grandparents relationship, my grandparents love is like no other... It's all I've ever wanted growing up... It's usually the kind of love that every person dreams about...
Megan- I just want to let you know that you are so much stronger than I could ever be, and your going to make it through all of this. I love you so much, stay strong...
Im listening to the cds I have made and some of them are so random, like the one im listening to right now WE BUILT THIS CITY!!! hahaha I swear I'm on crack sometimes.
Goal: (Kelly this ones for you)
HOW TO FIND A VALENTINE~
1. put an ad in the paper
2. buy a new outfit and rollerblades
3. go to the single bars
4. go bowling
5. buy a dog and enter him in dog shows
6. go out with my Uncle Brad he's single, sexy and free lol
7. hang out in carolton
8. put your number in all the boys bathrooms
last friday when my father was at work and kyle was at school, my mother and i watched baby videos it was wonderful.... I haven't felt that happy in so long. and noticing how much my parents loved Kyle and I. It makes me realize how important family really is... It probably sounds really silly, but in the last 8 months I have grown up so much, realizing who was going to be there for me when no one else was. The biggest struggle was to overcome my fears with growing up and undersanding that things change including people and there's nothing that you can do about it...
Tonight my family and I went to Brians fathers showing, it was really nice, I didn't really know him, but he seemed to be a good man, I wouldn't expect anything else because Brian is a really good person. I'm just sorry that it had to happened to them. The Lehel family will remain in my prayers.
I watched the Notebook tonight it reminded me so much of my grandparents relationship, my grandparents love is like no other... It's all I've ever wanted growing up... It's usually the kind of love that every person dreams about...
Megan- I just want to let you know that you are so much stronger than I could ever be, and your going to make it through all of this. I love you so much, stay strong...
Im listening to the cds I have made and some of them are so random, like the one im listening to right now WE BUILT THIS CITY!!! hahaha I swear I'm on crack sometimes.
Goal: (Kelly this ones for you)
HOW TO FIND A VALENTINE~
1. put an ad in the paper
2. buy a new outfit and rollerblades
3. go to the single bars
4. go bowling
5. buy a dog and enter him in dog shows
6. go out with my Uncle Brad he's single, sexy and free lol
7. hang out in carolton
8. put your number in all the boys bathrooms