are you seriously asking me that question?
you're beautiful. you're so beautiful. i look at you, and i want to fuck you. i want to make love to you. yes, i want to be with you.
i want to hold you. i want to taste you. i want to feel the weight of you on my body, on my tongue. i want to fold myself into the shape of you. i want to learn every muscle, every curve of you.
i want to hold your face in my hands and feel your earlobes between my fingertips. i want to kiss your eyelids, and your forehead, and your cheekbones, and your chin, and your neck. i want to gently bite at your jawline, just *there*. i want to run my tongue down your neck to your collarbone and i want to suck on that. i want my lips to be painted with the salt of your skin.
i want your arms to encircle me. i want to feel your breath softly at my ear. i want to hear the sounds of pleasure, of contentment, escaping directly from your throat. i want the rhythm of your breathing, inhaling and exhaling, to play itself on my ribcage. i want to feel your warmth against every piece of my bare skin.
do i want to be with you?
from long before you ever spoke a word to me, i wanted to fuck you.
do i want to *be* with you?
yes.
how do i answer that question, though?