something i have never wrote about
threw highschool we have all our friends then as highschool gets out we loose many of them. right? of corse you have the few ones you "try and stay in contact with" well in highschool and some middle school jessi, was my best friend, if you went to school with us you would no, we would always be together. its one thouse things you remeber "oh we will be friends forever" but litterly as soon as highschool ended our friendship was gone. for no reason, at least that im a ware of. its weird many occasions ive tried to ask her what the hell did i do? nothing. recently shes been working at holly wood. and me and my bf go in there alot to rent movies. many occasions shes been the one who rings us out. not a word she says. jsut strange how you think you know someone. and last night i went in there just me, and she was the only one there. again not a word. and i was trying to think of something to say but nothing could come to my mind. then afterwords i was so angry. what the hell did i do? could you imagine knowing someone :so well: for so long then just like that its like you never knew her. i was talking to another friend frm highschool last night, and jessi use to talk to her alot then on halloween she invited her over for a party and i was there. appartly she got pissed and now wont talk to her anymore. cause she talks to me? just kills me, if i did something so wrong how can i not relize this? or remeber this? i dont care if someone has a problem with me, just i wanna know why? that so wrong? i have a feeling i will never know why,